BRACKISH

2+2=5

Today was a rubbish day at work.

I’m trying not to take things too personally, but today’s error hit me hard and I’m feeling like a stupid ass.

There is nothing worst than feeling stupider than your client.

NOTHING in the worst beats this feeling.

And to be in the spot in which they will be able to berate you on this for the coming months, constantly reminding you of where you tripped and fell, re-using the episode day in and day out for ammo is just fucky on all sorts of level.

So today I’m not OK and I’m in this numbing state in which I feel like I should just admit defeat and just come to terms that I’m not cut out for this job and the emotional trauma it puts me through.

I’m trying not to take things personally. I really am.

But it’s just not easy not giving a shit. The irony I know.